Not seeing eachother like we used to really complicates things. At least to me. It makes me think that spark is gone. I wish that weren't so. I hope it's wrong. It would be nice to see eachother more than twice a week. I hope that can happen soon.

I think I overreact. I think too much. I hope so. I hope nothing's wrong.

I'm such an asshole.

hi, im justin b.
how you be?


justin just took a bite out of my thigh, thanks justin b.

love
denice
you hate me cus i giggle
and poo

"girls are not defecators'"- justin b

I worked yesterday as a busser. I didn't make any tips but I guess that's normal for the first day. It's weird to think how often people come and go. This means cleaning constantly. I worked five hours with a five minute break to eat (without using the 50% discount. the chef was cool about it.) I'm glad I have some friends there.

I'm going to my second interview for Bobby Baja's tomorrow after school. I think I pretty much have the job. And from what I hear, from one of three people who worked there before, I'll be a busser for a month for minimum wage plus tips, then I'll be downgraded (in terms of payment) to host. So I'm thinking maybe I could take another job once I get sick of it. I don't mind cleaning up a restaurant. I really don't. I'd just like to bring in some good money right away, y'know?

I just might be working at an indian restaurant. I need a bow tie, white shirt, black shoes, and black pants. This is if I do infact get the job. It'll be so much fun. Pay, plus tips every day. Wonderful. And a lot better than Bobby Baja's that's for sure. But either way, Quizno's is still open. I'm still really hoping for the indian restaurant though.

I'm not religious, but I have beliefs. And I'm starting to think all these things are happening because I haven't prayed in a very long time. I need to more. Everyone's worrying me. I know it's not as much as what she's going through, but if only she knew I understood to some extent. I go through the same thing at times and it does hurt. I want to move away and be away from everyone. I always feel like that. Always. I just don't want to be away from my best friend. I'm wanting it to all go away. Nobody should be under this kind of stress.

Going job hunting payed off. Jessie and I applied to Subway, Souplantation, Quizno's (me), Starbucks (Jessie. I got turned down for bad availability), and finally Bobby Baja's. It's a horrible place but hey I'll be a busser and she'll be a hostess and we'll get to share our breaks and it'll be fun cause I'm going to get paid more than she is (tips). Although her mom once found a live baby cocroach in her salsa, it should be fun.


-Joyous

So South Park is on and the kids are protesting to save these baby cows from being killed for veil (sp). How inspirational.